My
kennel name "AnamCara" is a Gaelic word meaning "soul friend".
I've had many types of dogs through the years, but the Gordon
makes it's home in my heart and my soul. They are my soul friends.
Many years ago, when I was 19 years old, and newly moved to my
own place, a special Springer Spaniel named Lucy came into my
life.
She was that special soul in all of our lives who creates the
lifelong love and need for canine companionship. She was my constant
companion throughout my young adult years, and the first part
of my marriage. Another Springer who shared my life was called
Major. He was "everyone's" dog, and we often went to the park
so he could romp with the children. Lucy and I would sit and
watch while he wallowed in the middle of a group of children,
all trying to pet him at once. Major passed quietly one night
in his sleep, just two years before Lucy. We always had family
dogs growing up, but they were always devoted to my
mother, so Lucy was my first 'heart dog', and she lived to the
ripe old age of 15 before her heart finally gave out. I still
mourn her loss.
My first Gordon, Reo, came along in 1992. He was a big male with
uncanny intelligence. He was loyal only to me until the day I
lost him.
That dog forever
stamped
the "Gordon heart and soul" upon my own. I could no sooner live
without my Gordons than any other necessity of life.
Although Reo
was a very different and unique personality, he
was also a 'heart dog', with 4 years between he and Lucy. Reo
thought I walked on water, and I just knew he could too, if he
wanted
to! I saw him through his Show Championship,
his NAVHDA Prize I, and all his Hunting Titles. He was my first
learning experience with hunting competitions. I nearly lost
him to bloat at the age of 6, but he lived through that
as well.
In the show ring, he moved like the wind, but he prefered the
field, where birds abound. Most of all he just prefered being
with me.
My second Gordon, Mona (1993 - 2005), was a sweet
thing who loved only humans. She was to be a show dog, but detested
the show ring and lost all her enthusiasm at shows. Though she
never showed aggression outside my home, other animals were just
not welcome in her "space". She was a wonderful
companion,
with
her
huge
expressive eyes and bright color, and sweet personality, but
was uncommonly jealous of puppies and refused to share my affections
with my other dogs. It soon became very clear that she was unhappy
with this, so she went to live with a dear friend in Florida,
where she could be
the only dog in the household and lived out her old age as a
spoiled pet in the warmth of the Florida sunshine. She was diagnosed
with breast cancer in 2005, but passed to the bridge of old age,
in spite of it.
In 2001, another Gordon came into my life, who I firmly
believe was Lucy's soul revisited. So uncanny were the similarities
between the two dogs, that I found myself looking back at her
soulful brown eyes and wondering if God did indeed send Lucy
back to me. This girl, named Maggie Mae, aka Mags, Sweetness,
Magpie,
Mag-nificent, and all manner of other names suited to her sweet
personality, was with me just 5 short years.
In June of 2006,
Maggie was taken prematurely from me, suffering a massive coronary.
Maggie took part of my heart with me that morning. She
always hugged me when I was sad, and bounced with joy when I
was excited. She
let
me sleep
in,
and
went everywhere
with
me. I still miss her snuffles and
kisses in my ear before retiring for the night, and her "smiles"
when
I'd
ask,
"Are
you
my girl?".
I still find myself teary-eyed when I find a tissue or paper
towel lying about where she might find it and hide it for later
consumption. Maggie was a Gordon through and through, and though
we tried several time to breed her, it was not to be. She was
a happy soul, with the most accepting of temperaments. She displayed
unerring acceptance for all other humans and animals, cats included.
In the field, she was a hunting machine, and in the show ring,
she
wanted only to please me. I loved her like no other before her
and I am sad, but thankful, for the 5 years I had with her.
In September of 2006, a new little girl has joined the clan.
She is sired by a wonderful dog, whose granddam was Maggie's
dam. This little one is called Jade, and her dam is Maggie's
litter sister.
She
has the same family resemblance as Maggie, but an entirely different
personality, as is to be expected. Though she cannot replace
Maggie, it has gladdened my heart to have her here so soon after
losing Maggie. She already displays the same willingness to please
and intelligence to learn anything I ask of her.
In my sadness in losing the dogs of my heart, and others I have
had, I am comforted in knowing I will see them again one day.
Some of you may question this belief, and that is your prerogative.
But
I
know
in my heart
that dogs
will
always
sit
at the right
hand of God, and He gives them to us out of His love. They are
gifts from Him, to be loved and cherished as such. I believe
the soul of a human being lives forever. The soul of a dog can
do no less. To Lucy, Major, Reo, Mona, and Maggie, how I miss
you. You will live forever in my heart.
As of February 2007, we currently make our home near Tallahassee,
FL.
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